A simple guy

A few more months to end STPM.

2011-10-04T06:36:00.000-07:00

I feel that everything is going to over soon ( my exam) . i can't believe that i was able to overcome so many difficulties for the past one year. Form 6 life trained me a lot as it helped to build my character and strength. I learned to be strong mentally and i always believe that it is a part and parcel of our learning process. Learning is a never-ending process .

Perhaps we have to learn to be humble so that more things can be learned in our life. Our school planned an event called Tunas Harapan where the awards will be given to the students that had contributed to the school. I thought that i will receive the award due to my arduous efforts . Eventually i did not get it.I was so unhappy at that time. However , i looked on this matter in a more profound way . I did the contribution to the school was not because of the award but it was an honour. I should feel proud because i was bestowed a responsibility at school and i believe that my efforts and abilities will be appreciated in the future.

This is life and we should not give up.

retire

2011-07-28T23:55:00.000-07:00

I am going to retire as the head of prefect soon. I felt so relieved as i can let go my responsibility and study like a nerd !!! A few more months to exam and i think it is essential to revise consistently.
It is so fast that my period of service as the head of prefect in the school will be ended within two weeks. When i became the head of prefect last year , i felt that it will be a long time for me to serve this school with entirely different systems and cultures.I was worry that i cannot used to it.But now it looks like every difficulty can be gone through by building a strong heart and a tough mind.
I had learned to be strong mentally.In this form 6 life , it is unforgettable to have such a good experience.

Encouragement

2011-06-14T06:01:00.000-07:00

Today i started to feel desperate.I need to get my jobs done within these few weeks . After a throughout consideration , i decided to retake my Muet . I used to remind myself that i want to achieve my target.

Recently i read Chin Peng's biography. There are some discrepancies between his book and the school's form 3 history book. It is worthwhile for me to find out about this guy. A simple man but not simple minded with extraordinary intelligence. He is adroit in administration and plannings. Perhaps his ability to adapt is undeniably good. Therefore it is beneficial to read more biographies. It widens your knowledge and matures yourself in long term.

I think i need to explore more on physiology. It aids you to understand people better. Now it is imperative to be strong. Strong mind would make you to more determined .It is a pre-requisite for you to score.

A little convince

2011-06-13T07:43:00.000-07:00

Today i got my MUET result and i got band 4 with 193 marks . I am so reluctant to say that my result is in fact moderate.My aim is to score 200 marks or above but i failed it. I need to retake the test but contradictorily my mind is telling me not to take . It is so ridiculous . One of the root factor that i do not want to retake is that most probably its test will be held around November. It will be the month where i need to focus on my STPM examination.

My mid-term results proved to me that i am not hardworking enough. More effort is needed to push myself to the limit because the exam is around the corner. I always convinced myself not to be so easily succumbed by difficulties. It is a part and parcel of learning in our life.

Sport day will be held after a fortnight. I am the one that going to in charge on prefect marching.It is quite tiring as i need to persuade them to march properly and diligently. It is not an easy task indeed.

''A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity ,an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.'' I cannot give up en route. We need to be strong physically and mentally. If we able to complete a difficult mission , the result is indeed fulfilling and satiable.

A few more months to cope and endure.
When the going gets tough , the tough gets going.

Perseverance

2011-06-10T08:49:00.000-07:00

I am so reluctant to update my blog. Perhaps i was haunted by fatigue . Or my time was swallowed by countless tuition .There are so many commitments ahead of me . This will be my plausible reasons as why this blog was being abandoned for more than a year.

I used to remind myself as blogging is one of the best way to improve my English . I accepted this fact with no qualms and therefore i forced myself to update my blog but i had been quite lazy for some time. This formed a contradiction within myself . It was so confusing .

Recently i felt quite stressful with my study. I cannot afford to fail it and i need more encouragement and determination as a thrust force to push me to the peak. Besides, my stress was doubled by the school commitments. It is undeniably tough throughout this year. Perhaps i am self-inflicted and melancholic .These shortcomings or weak points should be eliminated .

Maybe i am worried too much . All my future will depend on my trial exam and STPM exam. Perhaps it is an inferiority complex in my mind. I think too much.But i will continue my struggle.

The hard time yet to come

2011-02-21T06:47:00.000-08:00

Today i saw the ex-seniors collected their respective results. It sparked me significantly for the moment. They had done a good work for their studies due to their diligence and hard work . Their efforts had motivated me as i am going to start the engine and shift to higher gears for my study.

Before that , i tend to procrastinate. Due to that , there was no much improvement for my study so far.I used to remember that procrastination is the thief of time but i failed to appreciate it.

I always warned myself that the time will not stop and wait for us.I need to go through a hard time in my life by becoming insusceptible to all types of hidden obstacles around us.It is imperative for someone who really want to be successful and prominent.

Learn from mistakes and accept the constructive criticism from the others.

A little encouragement

2011-01-21T03:51:00.000-08:00

I didn't update my blog for quite a long period.(malas tulis mah...) Anyway it shouldn't be an excuse.After almost three weeks of schooling i just found out that my schedule was flooded by myriad of tuition and outdoor activities.I just can't give myself a respite.Perhaps i need more motivation and encouragement.It is hard to excel well in both academics and sports at the same time.I constantly promise myself not to be succumbed by obstacles easily and i need to walk the talk ,not just by making empty pledges.

After becoming head of prefect for quite a few months, i had learned many things.I has had an experience of holding certain responsibilities at my old school but this time it is total different for me.Holding such a post in school isn't as easy as you might think.Many of my friends claim that i am the most fortunate form 6 student at school because i can have a lot of mark for my co-curriculum and yet i have the least work to do.That is totally a wrong perception! To be frank , i was being burdened by so many stresses and responsibilities.I cannot afford to make any single mistake as it will affect my credibility at school .If this happens , the teachers will lose trust on me.

All these woes engulfed my form 6 life and i learned that it is imperative to accept and get used yourself in any type of environment regardless of what type of problems you are confronting in your life.This is the crux of the matter.I must learn to eradicate the mentality of scarcity and look for abundance at all the time.Perseverance is essential for someone in order to achieve success.

I always convince myself to be mentally strong.Don't give up so easily.I am required to synergize my hidden talents despite difficulties and i believe that i can make it.

a new knowledge

2010-11-17T19:27:00.000-08:00

After attending so many chemistry classes , i started to feel dizzy as there are so many complicated things yet to come.I learned chemical and ionic equilibrium yesterday from 6.20 pm to 10pm.To be frank , my brain is cracking. There are so many things to know and remember.I am going to be multitask as i try to take a bold step to learn and memorize simultaneously during every lesson and i found that it works and save a lot of time.I must be astute to ensure that i will not spend my time wastefully.Good moral values such as hard work and diligence must be imprinted in my mind.

Even though my time was full of tuition , but i still spend some of my time to read books.Recently i just read a historical book regarding on Middle- East ( Most of the people dislike it) and i found that it is awe-inspiring. One of the part that fascinates me was a Mongols invasion on Middle-East.The leader of mongols was Hulegu Khan which embraced Islam after many years of war at middle-east.For many historical researchers, he indirectly built up a solid foundation in Islamic military for the subsequent Islamic empire such as al-Kanasid and Ottoman empire.Islamic civilisation depicted its hybrid society which encompassed different people with diverse cultures ,religions ,literature ,philosophies and languages.This definitely will be a stepping stone for them to achieve quantum leap in their civilisation.

Malaysia was also a multiracial country and therefore i think that we should feel proud and happy as we have so many races and cultures.It will be beneficial if the Malaysian government have ability to synergise our local talents and resources from various ethnics so that our country can progress with greater momentum.This will be my view after reading the history of middle-east which has partial similarities with our country.

After reading the history,i feel that it is essential to learn and understand the history and the leader of the past.Therefore , i am going to enhance my historical knowledge besides studying my form 6.

Holiday

2010-11-14T20:11:00.001-08:00

I finished my final exam in lower 6 and now i am going to have a long holiday.What am i going to do in this holiday?Without hesitation , i will unquestionably say that i am going to spend most of my precious time for revision and tuition.Next year will be my upper six year and i just feel that the STPM examination is imminent. School teachers definitely will try their very best to rush so as to finish all the syllabus.

I must bear in mind that i need to work harder to strive for better result.It is a pre-requisite for my entry in university in the future.Instead , poor performance in exam will be a great constraint for me to enter better universities.

Despite difficulties , i must have will power to continue .........

Recent feeling

2010-09-11T08:11:00.000-07:00

I am so reluctant to edit my own blog.Perhaps i am so lazy to think about it.Sometimes i just feel that my life would not be so interesting as the others. I was taught to study hard at all the time and this made me to show no creativity in my own blog.NO inspiration or motivation......... But recently i found a book explaining about 2012.Its contents look so exaggerated but have its hidden truths. There is hopelessness in my mind after reading certain parts of the book.Will the world end in 2012? If it is a truth , then i still have 2 more years left to enjoy my life.Owhh it is so hopeless.A lot of the people expressed their views regarding on this topic via the internet.They start to feel worry as most of them are reluctant to see this wonderful planet being varnished.All the science and technologies that had made this world sophisticated will be devastated.All the human civilizations and histories that were created all these years will be gone forever.This is the sad part.

After reading this book, sometimes just feel that human life are so melancholic.Some of the people will not appreciate what they are having currently .Greed , indecency ,violence ,anger and cruelty had corrupted the people mind nowadays.I am saddened by it and i can't do anything to avoid these tragedies as my personal ability is limited.There is nothing we can do.I was shocked that there are plenty of gruesome crimes happening around the world everyday and this indicated that the societies nowadays are full of perverted social values.'' Dunia sudah terbalik''

I want to contribute something that can assist the people that needed help and proper care.It is one of my ambition.I will keep reminding myself that helping the people is unquestionably a good deed.Therefore , i will fulfill it in time to come

A new challange

2010-06-11T08:14:00.000-07:00

My life is getting tougher.I can foresee that a great pressure is waiting for me.It is not easy to study STPM which is one of the toughest paper in the world. SAD to say that i need to go through such a difficult exam in my life.Nevertheless, many teachers like to say that we are intelligent as we are choosing a path with maximum toughness.Are the teachers saying the truth? OR it is simply just an encouragement for us? After one month of learning in form 6 class , i feel that i need more motivation to boost myself so that i will be more conscientious and hardworking. But of course as a form 6 student we cannot only depend on hard work, we need to study smart in every subject we had taken. STPM looked easy on its appearance but in fact it is very difficult.You can just imagine such a huge syllabus for each subject and we need to cover it within 1 year and half. Oh my god , it is definitely a crazy task for me.

But i always remind myself every time not to be succumb easily by all sort of problems.We must build up our own personality and be insusceptible all the time.I need to be a person with great astuteness and have an ability to surmount with the challenges that i am going to face tomorrow.Having an excellent result in STPM will be an essential pre-requisite for me to enter a better universities in the future.But getting a good result in all the trial exams and STPM exam will be a moot question for me.Am i able to cope with the STPM exam with great effort despite difficulties? My friends always daunted me and said that ''Don't you feel scared when having a poor result in STPM? If so ,then your 1 year and half will be wasted.'' At that moment my friend's statement had stunned me and i started to feel anxious.However , after a simple and thorough consideration ,i feel that there is not free lunch in this world

It is true in fact.Everything has its own risk and we should overcome it.I need to maintain my effort and do not let my effort to be fragmented so easily.In this world ,everything need strong effort in order to succeed in life.Therefore ,all of us need to show our hard work and commitment to create a better tomorrow in our life.

Education fair..

2009-12-20T19:49:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i went to education fair with my friends.It was a funny day for me.At Kepong Sentral , i bought a wrong ticket.All of my friends bought their tickets to Mid valley and i bought my ticket to BANK NEGARA!!I was confused at that moment and do not know what to do.Fortunately, i went back to the counter and changed it.If not, i think i cannot pass through the KTM mechanine at Mid Valley.Perhaps it will be my first experience and i should be more careful to avoid from buying wrong ticket.

With the correct ticket,all of my friends (Jia Jian ,Zheng Yang ,Bu Yeow and Benjamin Looi) went to Mid Valley together with the ' High Tech ' KTM .Inside the KTM had a lot of people and i can't even inhale the fresh air.Yet the environment was damn hot.Perhaps the air conditioner was not good and cool enough.Around 20 minutes,we finally reached our destination.I was shocked that so many people were also went to MiD Valley.Some of them maybe went to education fair,some of them maybe went for shopping and some of them maybe went to cinema to watch AVATAR.(I haven't watch it yet!!).

Actually i went there just to ask some question.In fact ,i do not wish to go college because i was confirmed to go for STPM.Many people definitely will said i am stupid.However, i wish to continue the so-called 'stupid choice'.Jia Jian wish to become an accountant.Therefore he went a lot of college exhibition to ask about his accounting course.In this education fair i had taken a lot of paper regarding on the courses so that i can read and know more.After a few hour in education fair,all of us went around in Mid Valley.We went to toy shop ,anime shop and others.Finally we planned to go MPH.The MPH was so big and i found a lot of useful books.Nevertheless, the money that i brought was not enough.HAAII damn unlucky.

We went back to Kepong Sentral after finishing our visit at MPH.I will find one day to visit the MPH again and buy the books that i like next time.This day was a very meaningful day.

The day after SPM

2009-12-18T18:57:00.000-08:00

My SPM just finished a few days ago.I should feel relief by now because i do not need to attend tuition and school classes anymore.Before SPM ,i feel that my life was so stressful.One week have FOUR days of tuition and the worst day is Friday because i was forced to spend more than 6 hours for my tuition after school.It was very tired.But what to do?I have to do it so that my result can be better.In school,i did not really understand what the teachers had taught during the school lesson.Therefore ,i needed to spend more money and afford.But i do not need to worry about it for these few months because it is REALLY over.NO MORE TUITION...NO MORE SCHOOL...I was very happy actually for this moment.

When my last SPM subject bahasa cina was over, my friends and i were called to help Mr.Do to put back all the exam chairs and tables.Perhaps it will be the last time for us to help Mr.Do .After helping him for so long ,i do not believe that this was the last time.It is very fast.To show our sincerity, all of us agreed to help teacher without hesitation.During the school , when Mr Do asked us to do something, we all will help him willingly.It is because we like to do work.After putting back all the tables and chairs,Mr Do 'belanja' us to eat lunch by giving RM 50 .All of us were damn happy and we planned to use this money to eat pizza at pizza hut.

After eating pizza ,all of us (yong tick ,jia jian ,meng wai ,zheng yang and me) went to cyber cafe.At first , we played Rise Of Nation together.It was damn stupid!!5 of us were in one team to fight 3 computers and we lost!!It is because i did not play that game for the past one year and i forgot everything.HAIIII.......damn it .Then jia jian ,zheng yang and i played counter strike.It was funny and stupid.Finally we left cyber cafe after finishing the game and i walked back to home.At that time ,the weather was bad and dark.I was stubborn and insisted to walk back instead of staying at any shop.After the half way of my' journey' ,it started to rain .At that moment , i was damn nervous because i did not brought my hand phone and there were no shelter nearby for me to stay.Out of my expectation , the raining was getting 'stronger'.OH MY GOD i was lost!!

But i was fortunate.There was one 'pondok' with the security guards in front of my sight.At the beginning ,i felt hopeless.Nevertheless ,i am determined and kept telling myself to be stronger because i was a scout.Then i quickly went to the 'pondok' and borrowed the security guard 's hand phone to call my brother to fetch me.

That day was really an unforgettable day.

The great Egypt

2009-06-10T03:11:00.000-07:00

The structure of pyramid

A beautiful view at pyramid

Ancient Egyptian medical instruments depicted in a Ptolemaic period inscription on the temple at Kom Ombo.

Map of ancient Egypt, showing major cities and sites of the Dynastic period (c. 3150 BC to 30 BC).

The well preserved Temple of Horus at Edfu is an exemplar of Egyptian architecture.

When i visualize how the Egyptians built the great pyramid, it was so astonishing and impressive.After reading the history of Egypt ,i truly understand and know how the human in Egypt survive.They start building their base nearby the Nile River very long ago. Egypt gave a lot of contribution in Science and Mathematics such as algebra ,geometry and astronomy.The pyramids are the most recognizable symbols of the civilization of ancient Egypt.The building of pyramid was an inspiration of Imhotep ,which was an adviser for pharaoh Djoser in third to fourth dynasty of ancient Egypt. Imhotep had created a legend for the civilization of Egypt.

Their histories and acts are great. Our next generation should learn how to appreciate their contribution.

Holiday - Raise of the spirit

2009-06-06T19:38:00.000-07:00

After the exam, it was the holiday that i had expected for so long.I am very happy and excited.This two weeks holiday may be useful or useless for me.Now ,it depends on me.If i know how to use the holiday and time properly and wisely,then it is useful.If i do not know how to manage it , i am wasting my precious time in this holiday.After knowing how bad is my exam ,i start to realize that success cannot be achieved without any hard work.HENCE , this holiday i plan to study history.Actually i like history,but the circumstance is forcing me to dislike it.Maybe my friends influence me.But I know this is not a main factor.I think it is because of too many subjects to learn and study.Some subjects need a long practice and good understanding such as Biology , Chemistry , Physics , Add math and Account.This week i will use my time to study form 4 history.I am also not really good in account because of lacking practice.Even i understand but i seldom touch and practice ,perhaps this could be my main reason that why my account is not good.

My physics teacher at cekap told me that for those who are getting straight A in SPM is extremely hardworking.He told us to study 3 hours or even more per day.I am shocked when i know that.Wah...........i think i must start studying hard and do not always 'play-play' .

SPM only got 1 time ,if i did not score more As ,i am actually wasting my time......

A secret language...

2009-05-28T23:38:00.001-07:00

Bahasa Abdul Rahman

Exam is around the corner

2009-05-09T08:50:00.000-07:00

When i talk about exam,i feel like i going to commit suicide.It is so horrible,tiresome and boring.The exam especially form 5 is damn crazy.ALL the form 4 syallabus are coming out!(and some more still got form 5).Those people that get good result in SPM are very excellent.If those guy that can do well in both curriculum and co-curriculum,they are damn good.I am trying to strive for it but it is not easy.I always try to improve and make myself better,maybe i will be positive-minded ,confident ,hardworking and polite but i scare it will cause a negative feedback.So,now my attitude must be down-to-earth and always beware of what i had done.It is very vital to have a such marvellous thinking to ensure that everything in your life run smoothly.This can actually minimize your mistakes.

The person that know how act wisely in his/her life can be successful easily.If the students can do so for their exam,they can achieve good result.

The stressful week

2009-05-01T08:16:00.000-07:00

This week is the week that i would not forget because it is damn stressful.I got so many things to do such as preparing BM forum ,English oral test, Chinese homework and many more.This is the hardest day or week that i ever experience.Such a tough task for me.Sometime i feel like going to give out(not able to endure stress),because it has so many things until i got no enough time to study.Midyear exam is around the corner and i haven't prepare anything about the exam.The subject that i scare the most is BC.I think it will be very hard for me,but it will also be easy for some people.

I will also try my best in the exam.Thus ,i really hope that i can get better result compared to last term.

A busy day

2009-04-07T03:23:00.000-07:00

It was really a busy day.BUSY has occupied my mind and soul.I really do not know whether i got time to study or not.At the same time,i am quite busy recently.I am a normal treasurer of scout and i need to collect registration free (RM 5) for scout.Sometime i was very frustrated on the junior's attitude.I ask them to pay money,they do not want to pay.I want to find them,they will disappear (maybe ponteng).Becoming a treasurer was not really an easy thing.A lot of people will said becoming treasurer was damn easy and carefree.WHO SAID?IS damn lot of things to do.........
Even though it was hard,but i still going to'' accomplice my mission''

After school,i had a patrol meeting at canteen.This time,Chok Dong becomes my PL.WAH...damn geng liao loh....i was quite excited because the camp got pioneering projects which i liked the most.Our patrol is going to build a tower.It needs a lot of square lashings and also other lashings that are important in buliding the tower.Hence,i need to make sure my lashing must be damn good.
In this camp,i will going to unleash my super power and potential so that other people will get shocked.This will be my last camp in school,after this i would not be a senior anymore.So i must appreciate this wonderful camp....

school day

2009-04-06T00:23:00.000-07:00

You may not realize that going school is the most tedious things..That type of bores is so unimaginable.....Boring until you want to sleep......Boring until you want eat...Boring until you want to go back home......damn SIENz....SPM got so many subjects.Even though it is quite easy(only for science and math),but too many subjects liao..cannot concentrate.....Compare with my brother,STPM is better even though it is very hard.....The syallabus for STPM are specialized..like that only i can concentrate...............

I very hope i can finish my SPM faster so that i can go STPM.....FASTER LAH..........

Tuition..

2009-04-05T07:05:00.000-07:00

Today i went for tuition.The subjects are physics and additional mathematics.Mr Peeter was my physics teacher at Cekap.He taught the new chapter--electromagnetism.This chapter is damn tough and hard to understand.Last chapter--electricity i also not really understand already,some more i need to learn new chapter which is hard.Damn it lah!!!HaHa....After physics,i have ADD MATH class with Mr Chin.He taught trigonometric function.......very hard men..die loh.I can see that the add math chapters are getting harder and harder.....But anyway,i will study very hard to get good result in Percubaan SPM and REAL SPM.11A1!!!!!!!!!!!!HaHa.......!!!!!!!

Taxonomy

2009-04-04T08:56:00.000-07:00

Today,Thomas just teach me about taxonomy.It is quite tough.......because i never heard this thing before.But now i start to understand about it.......

Properties of alkanes

2009-04-04T07:19:00.000-07:00

3-dimensional model of of methane,CH4

STUDY DAY

2009-04-04T06:34:00.000-07:00

Today,i had a group study with my fellow friends such as Jen Weng ,Thomas ,Meng wai .It was fun ,useful and effective.I will work harder to achieve good result in SPM.HaHa............11A1 is my aim....and i believe that i can do it!!

We study chemistry,biology and physics together....It was very hard(because we all forgot liao..lolz).So,this group study has helped me and friends a lot..it can refresh my form 4 work,especially form 4 biology....wah crazy men....want to die...just chapter 8 only...but never mind..now i can remember liao..haha

We also learn about periodic table....i almost forgot liao...lucky now i can refresh again...If all of us are able to remain and appreciate this gruop study,i believe all of us can achieve good results....YEAH!!thank you everyone...

PERIODIC TABLE OF CHEMISTRY...

AMAZING DAY

2009-04-04T05:11:00.000-07:00

Today i go to internet and search some information for mathematics.After learning the integration in additional mathematics,i feel very excited and enjoyed because i had learnt something new.INTEGRATION is important in the field of calculus,and more broadly,mathematical analysis.Integration is quite a tough chapter but if you know the concepts ,it will be easy....After coming back from Jen Weng's house,i got nothing to do.Hence,i go to internet and search something that are relevant to science and mathematics.It is fun......but i realize somethings...actually our integration in SPM is not even a basic or foundation..the internet info about integration are damn crazy and hard.....STUPID....and i also discover that integration concepts are also involve in volume formula deviation..Here are some example......

VOLUME OF SPHERE

The volume of a sphere is the integral of infinitesimal circular slabs of thickness $dx$ . The calculation for the volume of a sphere with center 0 and radius $r$ is as follows.

The radius of the circular slabs is

The surface area of the circular slab is $πy 2$ .

The volume of the sphere can be calculated as

Now

and

Combining yields

This formula can be derived more quickly using the formula for the sphere's surface area, which is $4πr 2$ . The volume of the sphere consists of layers of infinitesimal spherical slabs, and the sphere volume is equal to

VOLUME OF CONE

The volume of a cone is the integral of infinitesimal circular slabs of thickness $d x$ . The calculation for the volume of a cone of height $h$ , whose base is centered at (0,0) with radius $r$ is as follows.

The radius of each circular slab is , and varying linearly in between -- that is,

The surface area of the circular slab is then

The volume of the cone can then be calculated as

Substituting $u = h - x$ gives an integral with reversed limits, and $d x = - d u$ : that is,

Swapping the limits makes this

Integrating gives us

eat ,eat and eat....

2009-03-21T02:32:00.000-07:00

I am very happy and excited after knowing that i have a chance to go Penang.I think is about 12 years that i did not go to penang already.SO CHARM........HAHA never mind....this time i will be very enjoyed.....

When i was in penang,i eat damn lot......wan to die man.....!!!!!because i see a lot of food there and i cannot control myself........hAhha.It was fun.....i hope next time we have a chance again.....

The day that has lots of stress..

2009-03-13T18:51:00.000-07:00

When i think about study,i will feel stressful.WHY???I also dunno......Maybe in the recent day,i saw the ex-form 5 getting their results...some of them happy,some of them sad....some of them........I was shock after knowing some of their results...10a1,2a2......10a1,1a2...WAH.....died loh..so geng..
Besides,i am quite alarming that some of people get A for their EST and Bahasa Cina.It is very hard to get A for both subjects.But they all still can get A....DAMN GOOD!!

When i see their results,my heart has strong will power.STUDY HARD!!!!that is the only thing that i can do.

i will going to study very very hard,
i will going to get 11A1 for spm this year,
so that my family will be proud,
thus i must work harder.

A journey to Batu Pahat

2009-02-03T01:50:00.000-08:00

my brother and me...

me and my father...

well of Hang Li Po....

During the first day of chinese new year ,my family and i decided to go my hometown at batu pahat and it was a long journey.We also went through Melaka and my brother wanted to see the bukit cina at melaka.At that moment,i am quite excited because i know a lot of things at melaka.How i know a lot of things?i went to melaka for ekspedisi before......the journey is 40km...wahh,the people definitely will said i am stupid.But for me it is fun...

At melaka,i saw hang li po's well and it was quite unique....We also take some photo there.After that ,we continue our my journey.

night of the reunion dinner

2009-02-03T00:38:00.000-08:00

Today,i got a lot of foods to eat.It is so nice and fun........reunion dinner also represent a lot of things.....HAHA, anyway i like reunion dinner.....

Tired..tired and tired

2009-01-21T00:58:00.000-08:00

Today is a unbelievable day.Have you tried to carry a lot of money to school?HaHa ,i did.But now i start feeling that holding an important position in certain society,club or uniform is not as easy as you think.Perhaps you will feel carefree and happy when you see someone doing his or her jobs earnestly for teacher and school.You did not even know the difficulty of someone that put a lot efforts just to accomplice a simple things.But ,when you are having a chance to hold any position in school,then only you will know the difficulty.It seem funny and ridiculous..........

I can honestly tell you that my school is a very funny school.The teachers always ask us to involve the co-curricular activities actively.But later the teachers are keep saiding that academic is more important than co-curricular activities.''You all must focus on your exam especially PMR and SPM,do not always focus on your sport and outer activities!DO MORE STUDY!DO NOT PLAY!'' These types of thinking is damn posporteous and funny.SUCH a contradictory thinking..

Take RM 8.00 for the scout fund is actually logical....i really dunno why the teachers like to be so rebellious to our ideas.Something i also try to think positively,maybe the teachers are really have their own reasonable thinking,maybe they do not want to make any trouble and accidents in our school.Nevertheless,we (COH) are going to do our parts and think the useful ideas tirelessly to help our scout troop notwithstanding of the teacher's abhorrence toward our righteous acts.

I know the teachers are having their own reasons.But from my view,the teacher should give us a opportunity to organize something independently .From here,i strongly agree that this will absolutely train us to be more diligent ,capable and independent in both physically and mentally. Besides,this will build a remarkable characteristics that are having a sense of obligation and responsible.This marvellous attitude will refrain us from notorious activities such as mat rempit,raping and even become a murderer.Are the teachers willing to see our generation to become like that?Our country is actually having a lot of human capital that may help us to achieve wawasan 2020 and Misi nasional.

When we talk about our scout at my school,we are strongly controlled by the teachers.But do not forget one thing...the teacher's acting is almost similar to our country history that we are being conquered by other powerful and stronger nation like British.During British time,our activities are strongly controlled and we are being forced to obey and follow their selfish instrustions.In fact,there is no freedom actually.The deterioration of capable and resourceful thinking of the people occur.This will only make the country to be retrogressive.Same thing to our scout troop,if the teachers not willing to do so,i believe that the scout troop will become even backward compared to other schools.

The only hope now is the teachers must willing to change the thinking so that our scout will be better.If our scout is better,then the school will automatically become well-known and this definately will reassure the parent's confident to our school.

Wah damn fun....

2009-01-15T21:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i went to pizza hut with my friends after school.Because i did not meet one of my old friend for almost 3 years .When i saw him,i am shocked that he really changes a lot.His appearance was alarmed me for a while.CRAZY!!He is like mat salleh liao.HaHa!!After a while,we walked to pizza hut together with enthusiasm after knowing that he will 'belanja' us.I was damn happy at that moment.We ate and joked together,damn happy..!!!!!!But after this,i do not know when i can meet him again.Haiiiiiiii,i hope next time i will see him again..

Today our school organize a road run activity.I am quite fortunate because i do not need to involve in this 'merentas desa'.I am voluntarily to become first aider ,which is a urusetia for this activity.When i become a first aider,i realize that become a urusetia is not an easy things.I can feel the difficulty of teachers when they are involved in certain activity.It is not easy.After becoming a first aider,i go back to school and help the teachers.Eventhough today is very busy,but i feel very happy when i got chance to help the teachers.It is very fun and enjoyable and also can rise the image of scout in our school.

later i got a very long tuition,wah very tired leh.For me the worst things is that this saturday got school.I reallt HATE it.It is pointless and even school will not be so effective and hardworking when the teachers are forced to teach at saturday.Now i am still wondering whether 2morrow i want to go school or not.

i sick loh..

2009-01-14T02:12:00.000-08:00

Today is the day that i hate the most.For me, going to school is very detestable useless we have a excellent teacher to teach us.However,this would not be my excuse .I am forced to do and complete the work that are given in school with great sick--FLU .I hate the most!!!!Tomorrow also need to go school with lackadaisical mood.Do not know what to do lah..but for me.that is only way-go for tuition.HaHa!Tuition is the place that i like the most in form 4 and 5.They can help me to enhance my academic standard.

Hopefully tomorrow will be better...

My opinion...

2009-01-13T02:25:00.000-08:00

Later i am going to tuition.......the bc tuition.I was forced to attend the chinese tuition because my bahasa cina is damn sucked.Just cannot imagine that my chinese language is so lousy until i got my chinese result last year.Wah ,it is damn lousy!!!!!!!!!!Hence ,i must take this opportunity to enhance my chinese language.........

Just now i went to Mcd for a small meeting.Meeting will be very important once you are the commitee member in any societies ,uniforms and sports.But i feel frustrating that the co-curricular activities in my school start very late.Compare with other schools,our school is so slow....My school is damn funny.All the teachers urge us to achieve an excellent performance in both academics and co-curricular but why the activities are so late to be organized?Are the teachers too busy or their mind and time are being occupied by other things?My personal opinion is that we should focus both academics and co-curricular at the same time just like BSD 1 because once the students are not involved in any external activities for a while,they will eventually become slack and apathetic.This is the reason that why the students are not enthusiatic in any co-curricular activities and organizations.

So i hope the teachers should make paradigmatic shift to change the student's mentality not only in our school ,and are also the whole schools in malaysia.

the endless war.......

2009-01-13T01:46:00.000-08:00

the war that cause so many death.....

a lame day....

2009-01-13T00:58:00.000-08:00

Becoming a prefect is not a easy thing.From today,i realize the toughness of many prefects to do their job respectively.Now i need to take a serious consideration to decide weather i want to become 'pengawas' or not..IT is not a easy thing......

From now onward,i should take this as my lesson so that i would not become so 'lagak' next time.A really really tough prefect must able to accept the difficulty in all the time.At the beginning,i told that become a prefect was very easy..but now i think that it is hard....

Maybe a few days later,i will inform them to accept my resignation.......

the end is coming near....

2009-01-07T02:09:00.000-08:00

Today,i went to the school with great enthusiasm because today got the subject that i like--Add Math.I like Add Math because it will act as stimulator to stimulate my mind so that i can be smarter and more hardworking.HaHa,i am really enjoy it.But when i talk about Add Math,i will certainly think about English.I like Engliah but do not like the teacher.Everyday she asks us to do something which are not so important for our exam and daily life.Today ,many students in the class are forced to do something which is so tedious .What is the point that we know how to write and describe a friend with good language.I am not saiding or complaining about the way of teaching but as the form 5 students ,we are deserve to know and learn somethings that are relevant to the local and the world so that we can know and learn some knowledge such as news and world history through English language.This is actually good and it will assist us in writing essay.Nevertheless,it is only my personal opinion that criticize the teaching method in english .Educate students in creative way is also one of the essential thing that should be learnt and known by teacher in school so that the students would not feel boring and sleepy in the class.

Today ,jen weng told us that he will change school.It is so alarming that jen weng is going to change school.I wonder if he is changing school,we will be very very boring in the class.But his mother force him to do so.Perhaps his mother thinks that this school is so lousy and sucked ,thus his mother has made this unanimous decision.

Today we all got a new student from other school,is girl,a malay girl.Now our class are getting more people .Tomorrow ,tomorrow and tomorrow ,i hope that tomorrow will have a good experience.

school day...

2009-01-05T23:50:00.001-08:00

Today is the second day of school.For me, it is considered a new start for the year 2009.I am also quite happy and excited because i can sit with my close friends such as meng wai ,jia jian ,chee meng ,yong tick and other people.We all can chat ,joke and play together.Damn fun!!But the only things that i feel sad is the english teacher.Wah !! i feel so alarming that our English teacher is Pn Thanbeer.After one year of monoteous teaching,i feel boring and cannot endure the lameness of the teaching.I am start to feel hopeless in my mind but at the same time i also do not know how to do.Last year i told my brother and friends that if pn thanbeer continued to teach English ,i will change school.But i cannot make it because this year i am going to register SPM.AaAaAaAaAa!!!!!DAMN LAH!Now i feel the sadness and happiness are co-exist in my mind,so pitiful..

Today,i feel so excited when i go to physics lab .I suddenly become so crazy and i also looks like lunatic .Pn koh also annouce that jia jian will be ketua kebersihan in our class.HAHAHAHA!damn funny.But anyway ,this is the last year we all in this school .SO ,if got any pangkat i think we should take it easily.

A rain........

2009-01-02T21:01:00.000-08:00

An inclement whether, raining cat and dog that cause me to feel the coldness of the rain and wind.This is not the first time that have a such heavy rain in Bandar Sri Damansara.This morning,my mother want me to go restaurant to 'bungkus' food because my mother i going to hometown for one day.It is damn tiresome!!After come back ,i was caught by the rain.....my whole body is wet..But what to do...?

A long tuition.....

2009-01-01T20:24:00.000-08:00

A great expectation--tuition.I start wondering about our education system in my school.Is it bad or lousy?In my opinion,i think that the system is not as good as good a education system before 1970.That is why the parents are now willing to spend more money to send their son or daughter to home tuition and tuition center.I am in the midst of them.For my tuition,my father spend RM 266 per month to paid my tuition fees.SO EXPENSIVE.But if i did not go for the tuition,i cannot do the exam in flying colour.I need to endure until SPM finish,like today my tuition is from 4.25 to 10.00 p.m.SO long and scary...In one week,there are7 days.In 7 days,4 days are being used for tuition....When i tell my friend about my tuition,they will also feel shocked!They think i am so hardworking and diligent.But actually i am so lazy until you all cannot imagine...........Anyway,i need to go tuition after this........these days are keep repeating.........boring!

first day of january

2009-01-01T00:42:00.000-08:00

Truth or consequence?It is your choose...

A cock fight......damn cool!

A cartoon dog picture..

A real dog picture..

Just now my family and i went to a restaurant and eat...Since today is the new year,i am going to eat a better and more expensive foods.It is very delicious...........DELICIOUS.After that,i came back home and start opening the computer to online,to chat with my friend.....my friend jen weng said yesterday his house got party..so fun!Next time if i got a chance,i will also do a party..call friends..play..chat..joke.............etc..At the same time,i also realize that next week is the school reopen day..wah SO FAST...In this holiday, i feel that i am procrastinating the time by doing other pointless things like playing computer game and ps2 (except blogging)!'Procrastination is thief of time' ,i shouldn't spend my time wastefully .Next year i wouldn't be lazy,slacked,apathetic and lackadaisical.I need to double my effort to work hard....haha!!

A very good morning

2008-12-31T20:14:00.000-08:00

Today is a very good morning for me,because i can sleep until almost 12'o'clock.For every ordinary morning in this holiday,i was forced to wake up at 9'o'clock.Beside and behind my house are renovating at the same time,it is very very noisy and frustrating.....and i can tell you that i cannot endure these types of 'pain' anyone.Hence,i wish the school will reopen as fast as possible..

2009 is our SPM ,the word 'SPM' has make me to be stressful because in form 4 i am quite lazy for sometimes.The only hope for me is to get extraordinary and excellent result in spm so that i can have a better study in time to come.I always assume SPM is significantly imperative for my foundation as i go to STPM and university.Thus i wish is to get a least 10a1 in SPM. wahhahaha...
Notwithstanding of the hardness and difficulty of the exam,but i strongly believe the english proverb 'Rome is not built in one day'.I must work even harder to achieve good result in SPM and percubaan SPM.

2009 year is coming....hoooooooooo

2008-12-31T08:40:00.000-08:00

New year new hope..for those who cannot obtain good result in form 4 should work harder to get excellent result for form5 or even SPM .....REMEMBER..don give out.....MAYBE malaysian are now celebrating the new year countdown......Anyway happy new year to everyone!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2008-12-31T02:13:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all the students in SMKBSD2.HoPE you all will happy in the new year 2009!!!

monkey gun

2008-12-31T02:04:00.000-08:00

A monkey that knows about ISA...

NO tuition.....yeah

2008-12-31T00:07:00.000-08:00

Today,i am going to skip my biology tuition because today will be quite boring.However,it is not a good and reasonable excuse,i have my private reasons.Now i feel this holiday is damn boring and nothing to do.SIENZZZ!!!!!!!!!Every week have tuition.TUITION TUITION TUITION.....I hope that SPM will finish faster,because i feel stressful...TOMORROW is a new year and tonight i want to celebrate it as fun as possible....

marvelous scientists

2008-12-30T20:41:00.000-08:00

The well-known scientists that praised India on how great and holy is the god.........impressive

A tedious day..

2008-12-30T19:27:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow,tomorrow and tomorrow.......The day is so boring until i feel that it is like the end of the world.Perhaps i do not have much activities to do gua......AT home,i always try to make myself busy by helping my mother to do housework.It is fun actually and i also learn so SKILLS........YEAH! YEAH! Anyway school is going to reopen and i also going to prepare my SPM hehe.......

After i help my mother to do housework,i decided to read some article in internet about the contribution of the Indian to the world in the aspect of mathematics...A lot of famous people express their opinions about the holy book - Bhagavad-Gita .It is damn alarming that a lot of scientists are praising the India on the contribution of science and mathematics...SO alarming...