a new knowledge

After attending so many chemistry classes , i started to feel dizzy as there are so many complicated things yet to come.I learned chemical and ionic equilibrium yesterday from 6.20 pm to 10pm.To be frank , my brain is cracking. There are so many things to know and remember.I am going to be multitask as i try to take a bold step to learn and memorize simultaneously during every lesson and i found that it works and save a lot of time.I must be astute to ensure that i will not spend my time wastefully.Good moral values such as hard work and diligence must be imprinted in my mind.

Even though my time was full of tuition , but i still spend some of my time to read books.Recently i just read a historical book regarding on Middle- East ( Most of the people dislike it) and i found that it is awe-inspiring. One of the part that fascinates me was a Mongols invasion on Middle-East.The leader of mongols was Hulegu Khan which embraced Islam after many years of war at middle-east.For many historical researchers, he indirectly built up a solid foundation in Islamic military for the subsequent Islamic empire such as al-Kanasid and Ottoman empire.Islamic civilisation depicted its hybrid society which encompassed different people with diverse cultures ,religions ,literature ,philosophies and languages.This definitely will be a stepping stone for them to achieve quantum leap in their civilisation.

Malaysia was also a multiracial country and therefore i think that we should feel proud and happy as we have so many races and cultures.It will be beneficial if the Malaysian government have ability to synergise our local talents and resources from various ethnics so that our country can progress with greater momentum.This will be my view after reading the history of middle-east which has partial similarities with our country.

After reading the history,i feel that it is essential to learn and understand the history and the leader of the past.Therefore , i am going to enhance my historical knowledge besides studying my form 6.

Holiday

I finished my final exam in lower 6 and now i am going to have a long holiday.What am i going to do in this holiday?Without hesitation , i will unquestionably say that i am going to spend most of my precious time for revision and tuition.Next year will be my upper six year and i just feel that the STPM examination is imminent. School teachers definitely will try their very best to rush so as to finish all the syllabus.

I must bear in mind that i need to work harder to strive for better result.It is a pre-requisite for my entry in university in the future.Instead , poor performance in exam will be a great constraint for me to enter better universities.

Despite difficulties , i must have will power to continue .........

Recent feeling

I am so reluctant to edit my own blog.Perhaps i am so lazy to think about it.Sometimes i just feel that my life would not be so interesting as the others. I was taught to study hard at all the time and this made me to show no creativity in my own blog.NO inspiration or motivation......... But recently i found a book explaining about 2012.Its contents look so exaggerated but have its hidden truths. There is hopelessness in my mind after reading certain parts of the book.Will the world end in 2012? If it is a truth , then i still have 2 more years left to enjoy my life.Owhh it is so hopeless.A lot of the people expressed their views regarding on this topic via the internet.They start to feel worry as most of them are reluctant to see this wonderful planet being varnished.All the science and technologies that had made this world sophisticated will be devastated.All the human civilizations and histories that were created all these years will be gone forever.This is the sad part.

After reading this book, sometimes just feel that human life are so melancholic.Some of the people will not appreciate what they are having currently .Greed , indecency ,violence ,anger and cruelty had corrupted the people mind nowadays.I am saddened by it and i can't do anything to avoid these tragedies as my personal ability is limited.There is nothing we can do.I was shocked that there are plenty of gruesome crimes happening around the world everyday and this indicated that the societies nowadays are full of perverted social values.'' Dunia sudah terbalik''

I want to contribute something that can assist the people that needed help and proper care.It is one of my ambition.I will keep reminding myself that helping the people is unquestionably a good deed.Therefore , i will fulfill it in time to come

A new challange

My life is getting tougher.I can foresee that a great pressure is waiting for me.It is not easy to study STPM which is one of the toughest paper in the world. SAD to say that i need to go through such a difficult exam in my life.Nevertheless, many teachers like to say that we are intelligent as we are choosing a path with maximum toughness.Are the teachers saying the truth? OR it is simply just an encouragement for us? After one month of learning in form 6 class , i feel that i need more motivation to boost myself so that i will be more conscientious and hardworking. But of course as a form 6 student we cannot only depend on hard work, we need to study smart in every subject we had taken. STPM looked easy on its appearance but in fact it is very difficult.You can just imagine such a huge syllabus for each subject and we need to cover it within 1 year and half. Oh my god , it is definitely a crazy task for me.

But i always remind myself every time not to be succumb easily by all sort of problems.We must build up our own personality and be insusceptible all the time.I need to be a person with great astuteness and have an ability to surmount with the challenges that i am going to face tomorrow.Having an excellent result in STPM will be an essential pre-requisite for me to enter a better universities in the future.But getting a good result in all the trial exams and STPM exam will be a moot question for me.Am i able to cope with the STPM exam with great effort despite difficulties? My friends always daunted me and said that ''Don't you feel scared when having a poor result in STPM? If so ,then your 1 year and half will be wasted.'' At that moment my friend's statement had stunned me and i started to feel anxious.However , after a simple and thorough consideration ,i feel that there is not free lunch in this world

It is true in fact.Everything has its own risk and we should overcome it.I need to maintain my effort and do not let my effort to be fragmented so easily.In this world ,everything need strong effort in order to succeed in life.Therefore ,all of us need to show our hard work and commitment to create a better tomorrow in our life.