I feel that everything is going to over soon ( my exam) . i can't believe that i was able to overcome so many difficulties for the past one year. Form 6 life trained me a lot as it helped to build my character and strength. I learned to be strong mentally and i always believe that it is a part and parcel of our learning process. Learning is a never-ending process .
Perhaps we have to learn to be humble so that more things can be learned in our life. Our school planned an event called Tunas Harapan where the awards will be given to the students that had contributed to the school. I thought that i will receive the award due to my arduous efforts . Eventually i did not get it.I was so unhappy at that time. However , i looked on this matter in a more profound way . I did the contribution to the school was not because of the award but it was an honour. I should feel proud because i was bestowed a responsibility at school and i believe that my efforts and abilities will be appreciated in the future.
This is life and we should not give up.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Thursday, July 28, 2011
retire
I am going to retire as the head of prefect soon. I felt so relieved as i can let go my responsibility and study like a nerd !!! A few more months to exam and i think it is essential to revise consistently.
It is so fast that my period of service as the head of prefect in the school will be ended within two weeks. When i became the head of prefect last year , i felt that it will be a long time for me to serve this school with entirely different systems and cultures.I was worry that i cannot used to it.But now it looks like every difficulty can be gone through by building a strong heart and a tough mind.
I had learned to be strong mentally.In this form 6 life , it is unforgettable to have such a good experience.
It is so fast that my period of service as the head of prefect in the school will be ended within two weeks. When i became the head of prefect last year , i felt that it will be a long time for me to serve this school with entirely different systems and cultures.I was worry that i cannot used to it.But now it looks like every difficulty can be gone through by building a strong heart and a tough mind.
I had learned to be strong mentally.In this form 6 life , it is unforgettable to have such a good experience.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Encouragement
Today i started to feel desperate.I need to get my jobs done within these few weeks . After a throughout consideration , i decided to retake my Muet . I used to remind myself that i want to achieve my target.
Recently i read Chin Peng's biography. There are some discrepancies between his book and the school's form 3 history book. It is worthwhile for me to find out about this guy. A simple man but not simple minded with extraordinary intelligence. He is adroit in administration and plannings. Perhaps his ability to adapt is undeniably good. Therefore it is beneficial to read more biographies. It widens your knowledge and matures yourself in long term.
I think i need to explore more on physiology. It aids you to understand people better. Now it is imperative to be strong. Strong mind would make you to more determined .It is a pre-requisite for you to score.
Recently i read Chin Peng's biography. There are some discrepancies between his book and the school's form 3 history book. It is worthwhile for me to find out about this guy. A simple man but not simple minded with extraordinary intelligence. He is adroit in administration and plannings. Perhaps his ability to adapt is undeniably good. Therefore it is beneficial to read more biographies. It widens your knowledge and matures yourself in long term.
I think i need to explore more on physiology. It aids you to understand people better. Now it is imperative to be strong. Strong mind would make you to more determined .It is a pre-requisite for you to score.
Monday, June 13, 2011
A little convince
Today i got my MUET result and i got band 4 with 193 marks . I am so reluctant to say that my result is in fact moderate.My aim is to score 200 marks or above but i failed it. I need to retake the test but contradictorily my mind is telling me not to take . It is so ridiculous . One of the root factor that i do not want to retake is that most probably its test will be held around November. It will be the month where i need to focus on my STPM examination.
My mid-term results proved to me that i am not hardworking enough. More effort is needed to push myself to the limit because the exam is around the corner. I always convinced myself not to be so easily succumbed by difficulties. It is a part and parcel of learning in our life.
Sport day will be held after a fortnight. I am the one that going to in charge on prefect marching.It is quite tiring as i need to persuade them to march properly and diligently. It is not an easy task indeed.
''A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity ,an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.'' I cannot give up en route. We need to be strong physically and mentally. If we able to complete a difficult mission , the result is indeed fulfilling and satiable.
A few more months to cope and endure.
When the going gets tough , the tough gets going.
My mid-term results proved to me that i am not hardworking enough. More effort is needed to push myself to the limit because the exam is around the corner. I always convinced myself not to be so easily succumbed by difficulties. It is a part and parcel of learning in our life.
Sport day will be held after a fortnight. I am the one that going to in charge on prefect marching.It is quite tiring as i need to persuade them to march properly and diligently. It is not an easy task indeed.
''A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity ,an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.'' I cannot give up en route. We need to be strong physically and mentally. If we able to complete a difficult mission , the result is indeed fulfilling and satiable.
A few more months to cope and endure.
When the going gets tough , the tough gets going.
Friday, June 10, 2011
Perseverance
I am so reluctant to update my blog. Perhaps i was haunted by fatigue . Or my time was swallowed by countless tuition .There are so many commitments ahead of me . This will be my plausible reasons as why this blog was being abandoned for more than a year.
I used to remind myself as blogging is one of the best way to improve my English . I accepted this fact with no qualms and therefore i forced myself to update my blog but i had been quite lazy for some time. This formed a contradiction within myself . It was so confusing .
Recently i felt quite stressful with my study. I cannot afford to fail it and i need more encouragement and determination as a thrust force to push me to the peak. Besides, my stress was doubled by the school commitments. It is undeniably tough throughout this year. Perhaps i am self-inflicted and melancholic .These shortcomings or weak points should be eliminated .
Maybe i am worried too much . All my future will depend on my trial exam and STPM exam. Perhaps it is an inferiority complex in my mind. I think too much.But i will continue my struggle.
I used to remind myself as blogging is one of the best way to improve my English . I accepted this fact with no qualms and therefore i forced myself to update my blog but i had been quite lazy for some time. This formed a contradiction within myself . It was so confusing .
Recently i felt quite stressful with my study. I cannot afford to fail it and i need more encouragement and determination as a thrust force to push me to the peak. Besides, my stress was doubled by the school commitments. It is undeniably tough throughout this year. Perhaps i am self-inflicted and melancholic .These shortcomings or weak points should be eliminated .
Maybe i am worried too much . All my future will depend on my trial exam and STPM exam. Perhaps it is an inferiority complex in my mind. I think too much.But i will continue my struggle.
Monday, February 21, 2011
The hard time yet to come
Today i saw the ex-seniors collected their respective results. It sparked me significantly for the moment. They had done a good work for their studies due to their diligence and hard work . Their efforts had motivated me as i am going to start the engine and shift to higher gears for my study.
Before that , i tend to procrastinate. Due to that , there was no much improvement for my study so far.I used to remember that procrastination is the thief of time but i failed to appreciate it.
I always warned myself that the time will not stop and wait for us.I need to go through a hard time in my life by becoming insusceptible to all types of hidden obstacles around us.It is imperative for someone who really want to be successful and prominent.
Learn from mistakes and accept the constructive criticism from the others.
Before that , i tend to procrastinate. Due to that , there was no much improvement for my study so far.I used to remember that procrastination is the thief of time but i failed to appreciate it.
I always warned myself that the time will not stop and wait for us.I need to go through a hard time in my life by becoming insusceptible to all types of hidden obstacles around us.It is imperative for someone who really want to be successful and prominent.
Learn from mistakes and accept the constructive criticism from the others.
Friday, January 21, 2011
A little encouragement
I didn't update my blog for quite a long period.(malas tulis mah...) Anyway it shouldn't be an excuse.After almost three weeks of schooling i just found out that my schedule was flooded by myriad of tuition and outdoor activities.I just can't give myself a respite.Perhaps i need more motivation and encouragement.It is hard to excel well in both academics and sports at the same time.I constantly promise myself not to be succumbed by obstacles easily and i need to walk the talk ,not just by making empty pledges.
After becoming head of prefect for quite a few months, i had learned many things.I has had an experience of holding certain responsibilities at my old school but this time it is total different for me.Holding such a post in school isn't as easy as you might think.Many of my friends claim that i am the most fortunate form 6 student at school because i can have a lot of mark for my co-curriculum and yet i have the least work to do.That is totally a wrong perception! To be frank , i was being burdened by so many stresses and responsibilities.I cannot afford to make any single mistake as it will affect my credibility at school .If this happens , the teachers will lose trust on me.
All these woes engulfed my form 6 life and i learned that it is imperative to accept and get used yourself in any type of environment regardless of what type of problems you are confronting in your life.This is the crux of the matter.I must learn to eradicate the mentality of scarcity and look for abundance at all the time.Perseverance is essential for someone in order to achieve success.
I always convince myself to be mentally strong.Don't give up so easily.I am required to synergize my hidden talents despite difficulties and i believe that i can make it.
After becoming head of prefect for quite a few months, i had learned many things.I has had an experience of holding certain responsibilities at my old school but this time it is total different for me.Holding such a post in school isn't as easy as you might think.Many of my friends claim that i am the most fortunate form 6 student at school because i can have a lot of mark for my co-curriculum and yet i have the least work to do.That is totally a wrong perception! To be frank , i was being burdened by so many stresses and responsibilities.I cannot afford to make any single mistake as it will affect my credibility at school .If this happens , the teachers will lose trust on me.
All these woes engulfed my form 6 life and i learned that it is imperative to accept and get used yourself in any type of environment regardless of what type of problems you are confronting in your life.This is the crux of the matter.I must learn to eradicate the mentality of scarcity and look for abundance at all the time.Perseverance is essential for someone in order to achieve success.
I always convince myself to be mentally strong.Don't give up so easily.I am required to synergize my hidden talents despite difficulties and i believe that i can make it.
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