Recent feeling

I am so reluctant to edit my own blog.Perhaps i am so lazy to think about it.Sometimes i just feel that my life would not be so interesting as the others. I was taught to study hard at all the time and this made me to show no creativity in my own blog.NO inspiration or motivation......... But recently i found a book explaining about 2012.Its contents look so exaggerated but have its hidden truths. There is hopelessness in my mind after reading certain parts of the book.Will the world end in 2012? If it is a truth , then i still have 2 more years left to enjoy my life.Owhh it is so hopeless.A lot of the people expressed their views regarding on this topic via the internet.They start to feel worry as most of them are reluctant to see this wonderful planet being varnished.All the science and technologies that had made this world sophisticated will be devastated.All the human civilizations and histories that were created all these years will be gone forever.This is the sad part.

After reading this book, sometimes just feel that human life are so melancholic.Some of the people will not appreciate what they are having currently .Greed , indecency ,violence ,anger and cruelty had corrupted the people mind nowadays.I am saddened by it and i can't do anything to avoid these tragedies as my personal ability is limited.There is nothing we can do.I was shocked that there are plenty of gruesome crimes happening around the world everyday and this indicated that the societies nowadays are full of perverted social values.'' Dunia sudah terbalik''

I want to contribute something that can assist the people that needed help and proper care.It is one of my ambition.I will keep reminding myself that helping the people is unquestionably a good deed.Therefore , i will fulfill it in time to come