Today i started to feel desperate.I need to get my jobs done within these few weeks . After a throughout consideration , i decided to retake my Muet . I used to remind myself that i want to achieve my target.
Recently i read Chin Peng's biography. There are some discrepancies between his book and the school's form 3 history book. It is worthwhile for me to find out about this guy. A simple man but not simple minded with extraordinary intelligence. He is adroit in administration and plannings. Perhaps his ability to adapt is undeniably good. Therefore it is beneficial to read more biographies. It widens your knowledge and matures yourself in long term.
I think i need to explore more on physiology. It aids you to understand people better. Now it is imperative to be strong. Strong mind would make you to more determined .It is a pre-requisite for you to score.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Monday, June 13, 2011
A little convince
Today i got my MUET result and i got band 4 with 193 marks . I am so reluctant to say that my result is in fact moderate.My aim is to score 200 marks or above but i failed it. I need to retake the test but contradictorily my mind is telling me not to take . It is so ridiculous . One of the root factor that i do not want to retake is that most probably its test will be held around November. It will be the month where i need to focus on my STPM examination.
My mid-term results proved to me that i am not hardworking enough. More effort is needed to push myself to the limit because the exam is around the corner. I always convinced myself not to be so easily succumbed by difficulties. It is a part and parcel of learning in our life.
Sport day will be held after a fortnight. I am the one that going to in charge on prefect marching.It is quite tiring as i need to persuade them to march properly and diligently. It is not an easy task indeed.
''A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity ,an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.'' I cannot give up en route. We need to be strong physically and mentally. If we able to complete a difficult mission , the result is indeed fulfilling and satiable.
A few more months to cope and endure.
When the going gets tough , the tough gets going.
My mid-term results proved to me that i am not hardworking enough. More effort is needed to push myself to the limit because the exam is around the corner. I always convinced myself not to be so easily succumbed by difficulties. It is a part and parcel of learning in our life.
Sport day will be held after a fortnight. I am the one that going to in charge on prefect marching.It is quite tiring as i need to persuade them to march properly and diligently. It is not an easy task indeed.
''A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity ,an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.'' I cannot give up en route. We need to be strong physically and mentally. If we able to complete a difficult mission , the result is indeed fulfilling and satiable.
A few more months to cope and endure.
When the going gets tough , the tough gets going.
Friday, June 10, 2011
Perseverance
I am so reluctant to update my blog. Perhaps i was haunted by fatigue . Or my time was swallowed by countless tuition .There are so many commitments ahead of me . This will be my plausible reasons as why this blog was being abandoned for more than a year.
I used to remind myself as blogging is one of the best way to improve my English . I accepted this fact with no qualms and therefore i forced myself to update my blog but i had been quite lazy for some time. This formed a contradiction within myself . It was so confusing .
Recently i felt quite stressful with my study. I cannot afford to fail it and i need more encouragement and determination as a thrust force to push me to the peak. Besides, my stress was doubled by the school commitments. It is undeniably tough throughout this year. Perhaps i am self-inflicted and melancholic .These shortcomings or weak points should be eliminated .
Maybe i am worried too much . All my future will depend on my trial exam and STPM exam. Perhaps it is an inferiority complex in my mind. I think too much.But i will continue my struggle.
I used to remind myself as blogging is one of the best way to improve my English . I accepted this fact with no qualms and therefore i forced myself to update my blog but i had been quite lazy for some time. This formed a contradiction within myself . It was so confusing .
Recently i felt quite stressful with my study. I cannot afford to fail it and i need more encouragement and determination as a thrust force to push me to the peak. Besides, my stress was doubled by the school commitments. It is undeniably tough throughout this year. Perhaps i am self-inflicted and melancholic .These shortcomings or weak points should be eliminated .
Maybe i am worried too much . All my future will depend on my trial exam and STPM exam. Perhaps it is an inferiority complex in my mind. I think too much.But i will continue my struggle.
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