Tuesday, October 4, 2011

A few more months to end STPM.

I feel that everything is going to over soon ( my exam) . i can't believe that i was able to overcome so many difficulties for the past one year. Form 6 life trained me a lot as it helped to build my character and strength. I learned to be strong mentally and i always believe that it is a part and parcel of our learning process. Learning is a never-ending process .

Perhaps we have to learn to be humble so that more things can be learned in our life. Our school planned an event called Tunas Harapan where the awards will be given to the students that had contributed to the school. I thought that i will receive the award due to my arduous efforts . Eventually i did not get it.I was so unhappy at that time. However , i looked on this matter in a more profound way . I did the contribution to the school was not because of the award but it was an honour. I should feel proud because i was bestowed a responsibility at school and i believe that my efforts and abilities will be appreciated in the future.

This is life and we should not give up.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

retire

I am going to retire as the head of prefect soon. I felt so relieved as i can let go my responsibility and study like a nerd !!! A few more months to exam and i think it is essential to revise consistently.
It is so fast that my period of service as the head of prefect in the school will be ended within two weeks. When i became the head of prefect last year , i felt that it will be a long time for me to serve this school with entirely different systems and cultures.I was worry that i cannot used to it.But now it looks like every difficulty can be gone through by building a strong heart and a tough mind.
I had learned to be strong mentally.In this form 6 life , it is unforgettable to have such a good experience.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Encouragement

Today i started to feel desperate.I need to get my jobs done within these few weeks . After a throughout consideration , i decided to retake my Muet . I used to remind myself that i want to achieve my target.

Recently i read Chin Peng's biography. There are some discrepancies between his book and the school's form 3 history book. It is worthwhile for me to find out about this guy. A simple man but not simple minded with extraordinary intelligence. He is adroit in administration and plannings. Perhaps his ability to adapt is undeniably good. Therefore it is beneficial to read more biographies. It widens your knowledge and matures yourself in long term.

I think i need to explore more on physiology. It aids you to understand people better. Now it is imperative to be strong. Strong mind would make you to more determined .It is a pre-requisite for you to score.

Monday, June 13, 2011

A little convince

Today i got my MUET result and i got band 4 with 193 marks . I am so reluctant to say that my result is in fact moderate.My aim is to score 200 marks or above but i failed it. I need to retake the test but contradictorily my mind is telling me not to take . It is so ridiculous . One of the root factor that i do not want to retake is that most probably its test will be held around November. It will be the month where i need to focus on my STPM examination.

My mid-term results proved to me that i am not hardworking enough. More effort is needed to push myself to the limit because the exam is around the corner. I always convinced myself not to be so easily succumbed by difficulties. It is a part and parcel of learning in our life.

Sport day will be held after a fortnight. I am the one that going to in charge on prefect marching.It is quite tiring as i need to persuade them to march properly and diligently. It is not an easy task indeed.

''A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity ,an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.'' I cannot give up en route. We need to be strong physically and mentally. If we able to complete a difficult mission , the result is indeed fulfilling and satiable.

A few more months to cope and endure.
When the going gets tough , the tough gets going.

Friday, June 10, 2011

Perseverance

I am so reluctant to update my blog. Perhaps i was haunted by fatigue . Or my time was swallowed by countless tuition .There are so many commitments ahead of me . This will be my plausible reasons as why this blog was being abandoned for more than a year.

I used to remind myself as blogging is one of the best way to improve my English . I accepted this fact with no qualms and therefore i forced myself to update my blog but i had been quite lazy for some time. This formed a contradiction within myself . It was so confusing .

Recently i felt quite stressful with my study. I cannot afford to fail it and i need more encouragement and determination as a thrust force to push me to the peak. Besides, my stress was doubled by the school commitments. It is undeniably tough throughout this year. Perhaps i am self-inflicted and melancholic .These shortcomings or weak points should be eliminated .

Maybe i am worried too much . All my future will depend on my trial exam and STPM exam. Perhaps it is an inferiority complex in my mind. I think too much.But i will continue my struggle.

Monday, February 21, 2011

The hard time yet to come

Today i saw the ex-seniors collected their respective results. It sparked me significantly for the moment. They had done a good work for their studies due to their diligence and hard work . Their efforts had motivated me as i am going to start the engine and shift to higher gears for my study.

Before that , i tend to procrastinate. Due to that , there was no much improvement for my study so far.I used to remember that procrastination is the thief of time but i failed to appreciate it.

I always warned myself that the time will not stop and wait for us.I need to go through a hard time in my life by becoming insusceptible to all types of hidden obstacles around us.It is imperative for someone who really want to be successful and prominent.

Learn from mistakes and accept the constructive criticism from the others.

Friday, January 21, 2011

A little encouragement

I didn't update my blog for quite a long period.(malas tulis mah...) Anyway it shouldn't be an excuse.After almost three weeks of schooling i just found out that my schedule was flooded by myriad of tuition and outdoor activities.I just can't give myself a respite.Perhaps i need more motivation and encouragement.It is hard to excel well in both academics and sports at the same time.I constantly promise myself not to be succumbed by obstacles easily and i need to walk the talk ,not just by making empty pledges.

After becoming head of prefect for quite a few months, i had learned many things.I has had an experience of holding certain responsibilities at my old school but this time it is total different for me.Holding such a post in school isn't as easy as you might think.Many of my friends claim that i am the most fortunate form 6 student at school because i can have a lot of mark for my co-curriculum and yet i have the least work to do.That is totally a wrong perception! To be frank , i was being burdened by so many stresses and responsibilities.I cannot afford to make any single mistake as it will affect my credibility at school .If this happens , the teachers will lose trust on me.

All these woes engulfed my form 6 life and i learned that it is imperative to accept and get used yourself in any type of environment regardless of what type of problems you are confronting in your life.This is the crux of the matter.I must learn to eradicate the mentality of scarcity and look for abundance at all the time.Perseverance is essential for someone in order to achieve success.

I always convince myself to be mentally strong.Don't give up so easily.I am required to synergize my hidden talents despite difficulties and i believe that i can make it.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

a new knowledge

After attending so many chemistry classes , i started to feel dizzy as there are so many complicated things yet to come.I learned chemical and ionic equilibrium yesterday from 6.20 pm to 10pm.To be frank , my brain is cracking. There are so many things to know and remember.I am going to be multitask as i try to take a bold step to learn and memorize simultaneously during every lesson and i found that it works and save a lot of time.I must be astute to ensure that i will not spend my time wastefully.Good moral values such as hard work and diligence must be imprinted in my mind.

Even though my time was full of tuition , but i still spend some of my time to read books.Recently i just read a historical book regarding on Middle- East ( Most of the people dislike it) and i found that it is awe-inspiring. One of the part that fascinates me was a Mongols invasion on Middle-East.The leader of mongols was Hulegu Khan which embraced Islam after many years of war at middle-east.For many historical researchers, he indirectly built up a solid foundation in Islamic military for the subsequent Islamic empire such as al-Kanasid and Ottoman empire.Islamic civilisation depicted its hybrid society which encompassed different people with diverse cultures ,religions ,literature ,philosophies and languages.This definitely will be a stepping stone for them to achieve quantum leap in their civilisation.

Malaysia was also a multiracial country and therefore i think that we should feel proud and happy as we have so many races and cultures.It will be beneficial if the Malaysian government have ability to synergise our local talents and resources from various ethnics so that our country can progress with greater momentum.This will be my view after reading the history of middle-east which has partial similarities with our country.

After reading the history,i feel that it is essential to learn and understand the history and the leader of the past.Therefore , i am going to enhance my historical knowledge besides studying my form 6.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Holiday

I finished my final exam in lower 6 and now i am going to have a long holiday.What am i going to do in this holiday?Without hesitation , i will unquestionably say that i am going to spend most of my precious time for revision and tuition.Next year will be my upper six year and i just feel that the STPM examination is imminent. School teachers definitely will try their very best to rush so as to finish all the syllabus.

I must bear in mind that i need to work harder to strive for better result.It is a pre-requisite for my entry in university in the future.Instead , poor performance in exam will be a great constraint for me to enter better universities.

Despite difficulties , i must have will power to continue .........

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Recent feeling

I am so reluctant to edit my own blog.Perhaps i am so lazy to think about it.Sometimes i just feel that my life would not be so interesting as the others. I was taught to study hard at all the time and this made me to show no creativity in my own blog.NO inspiration or motivation......... But recently i found a book explaining about 2012.Its contents look so exaggerated but have its hidden truths. There is hopelessness in my mind after reading certain parts of the book.Will the world end in 2012? If it is a truth , then i still have 2 more years left to enjoy my life.Owhh it is so hopeless.A lot of the people expressed their views regarding on this topic via the internet.They start to feel worry as most of them are reluctant to see this wonderful planet being varnished.All the science and technologies that had made this world sophisticated will be devastated.All the human civilizations and histories that were created all these years will be gone forever.This is the sad part.

After reading this book, sometimes just feel that human life are so melancholic.Some of the people will not appreciate what they are having currently .Greed , indecency ,violence ,anger and cruelty had corrupted the people mind nowadays.I am saddened by it and i can't do anything to avoid these tragedies as my personal ability is limited.There is nothing we can do.I was shocked that there are plenty of gruesome crimes happening around the world everyday and this indicated that the societies nowadays are full of perverted social values.'' Dunia sudah terbalik''

I want to contribute something that can assist the people that needed help and proper care.It is one of my ambition.I will keep reminding myself that helping the people is unquestionably a good deed.Therefore , i will fulfill it in time to come

Friday, June 11, 2010

A new challange

My life is getting tougher.I can foresee that a great pressure is waiting for me.It is not easy to study STPM which is one of the toughest paper in the world. SAD to say that i need to go through such a difficult exam in my life.Nevertheless, many teachers like to say that we are intelligent as we are choosing a path with maximum toughness.Are the teachers saying the truth? OR it is simply just an encouragement for us? After one month of learning in form 6 class , i feel that i need more motivation to boost myself so that i will be more conscientious and hardworking. But of course as a form 6 student we cannot only depend on hard work, we need to study smart in every subject we had taken. STPM looked easy on its appearance but in fact it is very difficult.You can just imagine such a huge syllabus for each subject and we need to cover it within 1 year and half. Oh my god , it is definitely a crazy task for me.

But i always remind myself every time not to be succumb easily by all sort of problems.We must build up our own personality and be insusceptible all the time.I need to be a person with great astuteness and have an ability to surmount with the challenges that i am going to face tomorrow.Having an excellent result in STPM will be an essential pre-requisite for me to enter a better universities in the future.But getting a good result in all the trial exams and STPM exam will be a moot question for me.Am i able to cope with the STPM exam with great effort despite difficulties? My friends always daunted me and said that ''Don't you feel scared when having a poor result in STPM? If so ,then your 1 year and half will be wasted.'' At that moment my friend's statement had stunned me and i started to feel anxious.However , after a simple and thorough consideration ,i feel that there is not free lunch in this world

It is true in fact.Everything has its own risk and we should overcome it.I need to maintain my effort and do not let my effort to be fragmented so easily.In this world ,everything need strong effort in order to succeed in life.Therefore ,all of us need to show our hard work and commitment to create a better tomorrow in our life.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Education fair..

Yesterday i went to education fair with my friends.It was a funny day for me.At Kepong Sentral , i bought a wrong ticket.All of my friends bought their tickets to Mid valley and i bought my ticket to BANK NEGARA!!I was confused at that moment and do not know what to do.Fortunately, i went back to the counter and changed it.If not, i think i cannot pass through the KTM mechanine at Mid Valley.Perhaps it will be my first experience and i should be more careful to avoid from buying wrong ticket.

With the correct ticket,all of my friends (Jia Jian ,Zheng Yang ,Bu Yeow and Benjamin Looi) went to Mid Valley together with the ' High Tech ' KTM .Inside the KTM had a lot of people and i can't even inhale the fresh air.Yet the environment was damn hot.Perhaps the air conditioner was not good and cool enough.Around 20 minutes,we finally reached our destination.I was shocked that so many people were also went to MiD Valley.Some of them maybe went to education fair,some of them maybe went for shopping and some of them maybe went to cinema to watch AVATAR.(I haven't watch it yet!!).

Actually i went there just to ask some question.In fact ,i do not wish to go college because i was confirmed to go for STPM.Many people definitely will said i am stupid.However, i wish to continue the so-called 'stupid choice'.Jia Jian wish to become an accountant.Therefore he went a lot of college exhibition to ask about his accounting course.In this education fair i had taken a lot of paper regarding on the courses so that i can read and know more.After a few hour in education fair,all of us went around in Mid Valley.We went to toy shop ,anime shop and others.Finally we planned to go MPH.The MPH was so big and i found a lot of useful books.Nevertheless, the money that i brought was not enough.HAAII damn unlucky.

We went back to Kepong Sentral after finishing our visit at MPH.I will find one day to visit the MPH again and buy the books that i like next time.This day was a very meaningful day.

Friday, December 18, 2009

The day after SPM

My SPM just finished a few days ago.I should feel relief by now because i do not need to attend tuition and school classes anymore.Before SPM ,i feel that my life was so stressful.One week have FOUR days of tuition and the worst day is Friday because i was forced to spend more than 6 hours for my tuition after school.It was very tired.But what to do?I have to do it so that my result can be better.In school,i did not really understand what the teachers had taught during the school lesson.Therefore ,i needed to spend more money and afford.But i do not need to worry about it for these few months because it is REALLY over.NO MORE TUITION...NO MORE SCHOOL...I was very happy actually for this moment.

When my last SPM subject bahasa cina was over, my friends and i were called to help Mr.Do to put back all the exam chairs and tables.Perhaps it will be the last time for us to help Mr.Do .After helping him for so long ,i do not believe that this was the last time.It is very fast.To show our sincerity, all of us agreed to help teacher without hesitation.During the school , when Mr Do asked us to do something, we all will help him willingly.It is because we like to do work.After putting back all the tables and chairs,Mr Do 'belanja' us to eat lunch by giving RM 50 .All of us were damn happy and we planned to use this money to eat pizza at pizza hut.

After eating pizza ,all of us (yong tick ,jia jian ,meng wai ,zheng yang and me) went to cyber cafe.At first , we played Rise Of Nation together.It was damn stupid!!5 of us were in one team to fight 3 computers and we lost!!It is because i did not play that game for the past one year and i forgot everything.HAIIII.......damn it .Then jia jian ,zheng yang and i played counter strike.It was funny and stupid.Finally we left cyber cafe after finishing the game and i walked back to home.At that time ,the weather was bad and dark.I was stubborn and insisted to walk back instead of staying at any shop.After the half way of my' journey' ,it started to rain .At that moment , i was damn nervous because i did not brought my hand phone and there were no shelter nearby for me to stay.Out of my expectation , the raining was getting 'stronger'.OH MY GOD i was lost!!

But i was fortunate.There was one 'pondok' with the security guards in front of my sight.At the beginning ,i felt hopeless.Nevertheless ,i am determined and kept telling myself to be stronger because i was a scout.Then i quickly went to the 'pondok' and borrowed the security guard 's hand phone to call my brother to fetch me.

That day was really an unforgettable day.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

The great Egypt


The structure of pyramid

A beautiful view at pyramid


Ancient Egyptian medical instruments depicted in a Ptolemaic period inscription on the temple at Kom Ombo.


Map of ancient Egypt, showing major cities and sites of the Dynastic period (c. 3150 BC to 30 BC).


The well preserved Temple of Horus at Edfu is an exemplar of Egyptian architecture.

When i visualize how the Egyptians built the great pyramid, it was so astonishing and impressive.After reading the history of Egypt ,i truly understand and know how the human in Egypt survive.They start building their base nearby the Nile River very long ago. Egypt gave a lot of contribution in Science and Mathematics such as algebra ,geometry and astronomy.The pyramids are the most recognizable symbols of the civilization of ancient Egypt.The building of pyramid was an inspiration of Imhotep ,which was an adviser for pharaoh Djoser in third to fourth dynasty of ancient Egypt. Imhotep had created a legend for the civilization of Egypt.

Their histories and acts are great. Our next generation should learn how to appreciate their contribution.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Holiday - Raise of the spirit

After the exam, it was the holiday that i had expected for so long.I am very happy and excited.This two weeks holiday may be useful or useless for me.Now ,it depends on me.If i know how to use the holiday and time properly and wisely,then it is useful.If i do not know how to manage it , i am wasting my precious time in this holiday.After knowing how bad is my exam ,i start to realize that success cannot be achieved without any hard work.HENCE , this holiday i plan to study history.Actually i like history,but the circumstance is forcing me to dislike it.Maybe my friends influence me.But I know this is not a main factor.I think it is because of too many subjects to learn and study.Some subjects need a long practice and good understanding such as Biology , Chemistry , Physics , Add math and Account.This week i will use my time to study form 4 history.I am also not really good in account because of lacking practice.Even i understand but i seldom touch and practice ,perhaps this could be my main reason that why my account is not good.

My physics teacher at cekap told me that for those who are getting straight A in SPM is extremely hardworking.He told us to study 3 hours or even more per day.I am shocked when i know that.Wah...........i think i must start studying hard and do not always 'play-play' .

SPM only got 1 time ,if i did not score more As ,i am actually wasting my time......

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Exam is around the corner

When i talk about exam,i feel like i going to commit suicide.It is so horrible,tiresome and boring.The exam especially form 5 is damn crazy.ALL the form 4 syallabus are coming out!(and some more still got form 5).Those people that get good result in SPM are very excellent.If those guy that can do well in both curriculum and co-curriculum,they are damn good.I am trying to strive for it but it is not easy.I always try to improve and make myself better,maybe i will be positive-minded ,confident ,hardworking and polite but i scare it will cause a negative feedback.So,now my attitude must be down-to-earth and always beware of what i had done.It is very vital to have a such marvellous thinking to ensure that everything in your life run smoothly.This can actually minimize your mistakes.

The person that know how act wisely in his/her life can be successful easily.If the students can do so for their exam,they can achieve good result.

Friday, May 1, 2009

The stressful week

This week is the week that i would not forget because it is damn stressful.I got so many things to do such as preparing BM forum ,English oral test, Chinese homework and many more.This is the hardest day or week that i ever experience.Such a tough task for me.Sometime i feel like going to give out(not able to endure stress),because it has so many things until i got no enough time to study.Midyear exam is around the corner and i haven't prepare anything about the exam.The subject that i scare the most is BC.I think it will be very hard for me,but it will also be easy for some people.

I will also try my best in the exam.Thus ,i really hope that i can get better result compared to last term.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

A busy day

It was really a busy day.BUSY has occupied my mind and soul.I really do not know whether i got time to study or not.At the same time,i am quite busy recently.I am a normal treasurer of scout and i need to collect registration free (RM 5) for scout.Sometime i was very frustrated on the junior's attitude.I ask them to pay money,they do not want to pay.I want to find them,they will disappear (maybe ponteng).Becoming a treasurer was not really an easy thing.A lot of people will said becoming treasurer was damn easy and carefree.WHO SAID?IS damn lot of things to do.........
Even though it was hard,but i still going to'' accomplice my mission''

After school,i had a patrol meeting at canteen.This time,Chok Dong becomes my PL.WAH...damn geng liao loh....i was quite excited because the camp got pioneering projects which i liked the most.Our patrol is going to build a tower.It needs a lot of square lashings and also other lashings that are important in buliding the tower.Hence,i need to make sure my lashing must be damn good.
In this camp,i will going to unleash my super power and potential so that other people will get shocked.This will be my last camp in school,after this i would not be a senior anymore.So i must appreciate this wonderful camp....

Monday, April 6, 2009

school day

You may not realize that going school is the most tedious things..That type of bores is so unimaginable.....Boring until you want to sleep......Boring until you want eat...Boring until you want to go back home......damn SIENz....SPM got so many subjects.Even though it is quite easy(only for science and math),but too many subjects liao..cannot concentrate.....Compare with my brother,STPM is better even though it is very hard.....The syallabus for STPM are specialized..like that only i can concentrate...............

I very hope i can finish my SPM faster so that i can go STPM.....FASTER LAH..........